Saturday, 31 December 2011

Day One

Went to my doctors... I guess 2 days ago now, general complaints (General Complaints! *salutes*) probably got a mild chest/sinus/ear infection. She prescribed some anitbiotics (amoxicillin) and told be to inhale steam as much as I can. Hopefully thats all there is too it, its pretty miserable as is but its winter and most people get these things.

Also told her about my anxiety/panic attack stuff and she prescribed Citrolopram (spellcheck?) an antidepressant. Havent started it yet, been freaking myself out reading some horror stories, but then read some where its worked for people. Generap concensus seems to be youll get side effects, at least for a little while. Not sure Im ready for that or not yet but Im gonna try and work up the courage cause I really need to do something about it and soon.

So today? Still can breathe through my nose, got about 3/4 hours sleep, feel slghtly sick but taken next antibiotic.

Had a bit of a worried thought that they arent actually working but thats my general stress/worry. I dont really feel physically -that- bad but my brain likes to make me worry about it regardless. Hey if nothing else this blog can be a giant FU to the part of my brain thats worried constantly :P Be back later for updatez/cookies :)

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